been feelin' 'so' lately...a feelin' that needs deep thought n consideration. engaged with self-emotion and seeking for the right solutions and ways to overcome.
so..let's try to reveal what may lies behind it:
1. longing for love and attention
2. surrounded with people who hunger for your love but none from the one you hungered for
3. appreciation or even a tq...is it so hard to utter
4. u missed him, u love him,when he's not around but u just "zero-Feel" when he's right in front of ur eyes
5. u do things just to pleased him but does it really comes from the bottom of your heart?
6. it has always been about his wants...what about your want? does he care?
7. u desire to voice out all these to him..but u fear for negative acceptance..
8. hatred comes at times..but others become the victims...sad but true
9. he takes advantage over ur strength and independence (idea contributed by my mate) :)
10. slowly but surely ... u become a cold-hearted person
hmmm...that's all i can think of for now...feel free to add to the list frenzz.....i m feelin'...sleepy..zzzzz
*KiD*
4 comments:
darling...when your loved ones are still around..it is the best time to express how you feel towards them regardless of how they will react. when they are no longer around.. then there is no point in expressing. some opportunities come only once. and it is that chance and time that u should grab and take advantage of. u have that opportunity... take it.
Jija's right. Have a heart to heart talk with him (this is abt rafik rite?). Don't bottle up your emotions coz I'm afraid it will explode one day and you can't control it.
thanks gals...for ur comments n support...heheh...u gals r rite bit right now..i do not have the guts yet. i'allah, semoga Allah berikan aku kekuatan dan hidayah
All i can say is that LIFE is like a ROLLER COASTER, some day u're feeling UP and some day u're feeling DOWN. So matey, looks like u r at the bottom of the coaster now. Its okay though coz to me it is a normal healthy feeling. No harm in sitting & discussing with yr partner but u gotta be ready to be shut off completely. Sometimes it will do us good but at times it might irritate us more. So good luck to the person called wife, mother, worker & maid of d hse...
: Cher
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