Escapism

meeting frenzzz

having chats

drinking cold freeze latte

biting and slowly swallowing fresh tuna croissant

talk about the good 'ol times

teasing and joking around

letting out great good laugh

..owhhhhh..how wonderful and

....a relieved....

*KiD*

lonely but not alone

been feelin' 'so' lately...a feelin' that needs deep thought n consideration. engaged with self-emotion and seeking for the right solutions and ways to overcome.

so..let's try to reveal what may lies behind it:

1. longing for love and attention

2. surrounded with people who hunger for your love but none from the one you hungered for

3. appreciation or even a tq...is it so hard to utter

4. u missed him, u love him,when he's not around but u just "zero-Feel" when he's right in front of ur eyes

5. u do things just to pleased him but does it really comes from the bottom of your heart?

6. it has always been about his wants...what about your want? does he care?

7. u desire to voice out all these to him..but u fear for negative acceptance..

8. hatred comes at times..but others become the victims...sad but true

9. he takes advantage over ur strength and independence (idea contributed by my mate) :)

10. slowly but surely ... u become a cold-hearted person

hmmm...that's all i can think of for now...feel free to add to the list frenzz.....i m feelin'...sleepy..zzzzz

*KiD*

Congrats to MASK for Streamyx connection

Am sitting in front of the PC at 1.31pm while Alyana is asleep and hoping & hoping that anyone will be online!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What's the matter gals? We all have streamyx in our homes now but people doesn't seem to be active. Relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.....that was just a minute cry from me. I understand everybody has different sort of commitments at home and can't be chatting 24hrs like me. Nway just wanna thank TMnet for giving us the connections. Latest Streamyx member is Iju! Don't Iju have to thank Rafik for that?? Am glad we have managed to live up to the technology and moving forward to using e-mails & online chatting. Gone r the good old Pos Malaysia days. But the Raya cards gals........u want it the old physical way or the latest electronic view? Give it a thought.

Picture of Nashwan

Becoz i pity my roomate, i help Anis to put baby Nashwan's pic on the blog. Got this from Nasa thru YM abt 3-4 nites ago. Jija was alos online at that time and she also hv seen the pic. That was fresh from the camera tau....

THE NEWEST MEMBER OF MASK FAMILY

Today, 3rd August 2007, the newest member of MASK is officially named MUHAMMAD NASHWAN. It means 'kegembiraan'. Indeed, we are elated to have him as the latest addition in our family. I tried many times to upload his photos but to no avail. Will try again later.

la...la...la..la..la

..la.la..la..la......love is in the air....la..la..la..la

When you love someone, you’ll do anything
You’ll do all the crazy things that you can’t explain
You’ll shoot the moon, put out the sun
When you love someone

You’ll deny the truth, believe a lie
There’ll be times that you’ll believe, that you can really fly
But your lonely nights have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone, you’ll feel it deep inside
And nothin’ else can ever change your mind
When you want someone, when you need someone
When you love someone

When you love someone, you’ll sacrifice
You’d give it everything you got and you won’t think twice
You’d risk it all, no matter what may come
When you love someone

You’ll shoot the moon, put out the sun
When you love someone

song: bryan adams

lyrics: When you love someone

Congratulations Anis

I just came home frm fetching yaya frm her tok's hse. And as i was feeding alyana, i told Azalea & Alisya that auntie Anis is in the hospital. And thy were excited!!!! Suddenly i heard my phone beep of sms coming in. TAda....it was from Anis......alhamdulillah a baby boy, weighing 2.92kg. In fact it entered the world thru normal delivery at 4.23pm, 30th July 2007. We welcome this little bundle of joy into the MASK family with love & pleasure. Selamat berpantang Anis. We'll drop by yr hse soon. Take care.

Happy 3rd month Bday Alyana

Today is the 28th July and Alyana is celebrating her 3rd month bday with glee...

She has been smiling non-stop whenever i look at her! Phew....u just can't imagine how a baby's smile can just melt yr heart away... As Alyana turns 3 months old, Anis is awaiting patiently for her cervix to open up and add another member to MASK. I hear it is a boy. So let's all welcome a hero to MASK line of family members. Yet again it is me who is still and never will have a son in my family. Guess it is fated for me to bring up, nurture & care for an ALL girls line of children. Even my brother is also expecting a princess in his family. Funny though coz both Anis & Ee Ling are 35 yrs of age and both their expected date of delivery is Aug. But one is getting a boy & another getting a girl. Same case as me too where twice i share the same year of delivery wt Anis but Anis always gets a boy while i keep on getting girls. In fact i share the same year of delivery with Iju too and the same thing happened. Maybe i'll try again after Jija ties her knot with "abang"!!!!!

Al-FATIHAH

bersama2 kita sedekahkan al-fatihah buat semua mangsa korban NURI.
semoga roh mereka ditempatkan disamping orang-orang beriman. AMIN....

look at 'em

...look at 'em

so pure and so innocent

eager to learn new things

keen to discover the uncovered

anxious to explore the world

touch 'em with love

caress 'em with tender

guide 'em with inspiration

feed 'em with knowlegde

...and so they'll grow
to be their parent's pride

Lov

*KiD*

Salam agogo gals!

Posting news after a long long time & i feel very akward. Siap tanya roomate lagi apa yg nak dicerita!!! Real bengong!! Nway...just glad to be back at work. Although life has changed drastically but alhamdulillah so far i hv been able to go thru the hectic days. I believe in taking one day at a time and as jija always remind me .... do what is best for us.

Sambil bercerita, diselang seli dgn kerja2 ofis...wadus2....

Guess that's all for now. Basically my mind have been blocked by the many2 requests frm users

here!

Tp nak jugak letak gambar Saby kiss baby...

apa itu rindu...

no idea what to post...but I M MADLY in LOVE with this song now...arghhh (dgr berulang2 tak puas2 OK)
Lagu:Ruang Rindu

Artist:Letto

Di daun yang ikut

mengalir lembut

Terbawa sungai

ke ujung mata

Dan aku mulai takut

terbawa cinta

Menghirup rindu

yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia

Terasa hangat oh didalam hati

Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu

Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat

Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat

Ku saat itu takut mencari makna

Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

Chorus 2x:Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja

Semua kutrima apa adanya

Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam

Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Bertemu

*rasa mcm tgh bercinta plak..tapi dgn sapa eh..auwww!!!

Alyana on the Web!

sharing some pics of Puteri Nur Alyana Mohd Nazri who is 34days old (if i m not mistaken..)

visited them last saturday. Twins teruja betol tgk baby Alyana. Huh! sherry has lost weight!..cayalah mate...anak 3..maintain slim! but she forbid me to take her pic..heheh.malu!.

anyway, baby Alyana sure iscute, all babies r cute kan. paling best, they have 'this' nice smell yang umph!makes me wanna have one more...(hehhehheheh..)

KewL!!!

hey ...got this Face Recognition thingy with celebrities from a fren's blog...
and so i tried it on to you gals....kewl eh!!!...

Mummie=Kristin Kreuk (awek Superman..check it out!)
Anis=Katie Holmes (bini Tom Cruise ..fuyoh!)
Sherry=Faye Dunaway (blh tahan)
Kid=Olivia Newton John (org lama daaa....)

so...start ur vote now!!."Afundi AF6 M/A/S/K"...hahahha
http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/tryFaceRecognition.php

Lov
*KiD*

Happy Birthday Nurin Faqihah & Awanis too

Selamat HariJadi my princess....Nurin has turned 7 Today. we brought her to Penang last weekend as an advanced celebration cum school hols trip. she has been eyeing for a musical box. i realized that coz everytime we went to JJ maluri, she will go straight to it and syiok giler tgk the ballerina dancing. and so yes, i'll get her that today.

Happy 35th Birthday Awanis!!!...yup anis n nurin has the same birthdate. unique eh... nurin was actually due to born on June 15th but kuasa Allah...at 410am 31st May 2K, dia tak sabar2 nak melihat dunia and nak berkongsi tarikh lahir dgn aunty anis. 1 week after her birth, doc detected her with a hole in the heart. we broke into tears when the doc told us. sapa tak broken hearted bila mende camni jadik to ur own baby kan. but alhamdulillah, we made it thru. she has now fully recovered. the operation was done when she was 2. and according to the doc, she can lead a normal life ahead. syukran!

so..Happy Birthday to U both... 31st May gals!!!!

Lov

*KiD*

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there!. bila kita dah jadi mak ni baru tau perit jerih n pengorbanan seorg ibu ye. dolu2 asal mak bg nasihat, rasa diri sendiri jek betol...tapi la ni bila nasihat anak, anak taknak dgr, rasa hancur dan hampa...and our mind is always worrying whether our kids will grow to be a good person, whether they can survive in the real world yg penuh cabaran n dugaan, whether they'll get thru school, whether they'll get a good job,,,arghh..dan mcm2 lagi. sesungguhnya, hanya doa yg dapat kita iringi anak2 kita selain dr memberikan segala panduan dan nasihat to them. sesungguhnya doa seorg ibu itu i'allah akan termakbul buat anaknya.

Buat ibuku....Selamat Hari Ibu, Mak! and I Love you so much...and to my kids...mama Lov u with All My Heart!...apa saja untukmu sayang!

oh yes...sempena hari Ibu, mmg rezeki agaknya buat ibuku, we got free tickets to watch Mawi perform sempena Hari Ibu:Ratu Hatiku@pwtc last thursday. we will also celebrate with other siblings tomorro. semamangnye Mak happy n teruja dpt tgk penyanyi pujaan dia.

to watch video yg aku sempat rakamkan (depan2 dia tuh!!)... go to this link http://youtube.com/watch?v=2cpNoNTOmAE and this http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=zuhairah72

Lov

*Kid*

Happy Birthday My TWINS

Today is our twins 3rd birthday.well....untuk 3 tahun berturut2nya,we have never been celebrating it, officially lah (i dunno y, maybe we have this tiny feeling of sympathy for the guests who will have to buy two gifts sekaliarong).
how time flies huh!. rasa mcm baru smlm at 710am n 717am, i gave birth to my precious twins nadiah followed by nadhirah. nadhirah weigh more than nadiah. well maybe being the "akak", nadiah byk beralah bgi food to adik masa dalm perut mama. and till now, nadhirah tends to ask more and as usual nadiah will just let go. raising them sure was challenging. i can still remember the first time i tried to breastfeed them both at one go!..phew...sure wasnt easy for me. and changing diapers and feeding them at nite sure was tough. one will cry for milk and rite after u've put her to sleep, the other one will ask for the same thing...ended up, u berjaga the whole nite. yeah, abah did lend a hand masa mama berpantang, but the moment mama dah start keje abah would just shut his ears and turn his back everytime twins cried at nite.my personal opinion, typical Man would be excited for his new toys only for short term. long term, nope...no fun no more!...heheheh. well i have learnt to accept that now...in fact i've learnt to accept and swallow too many things...just to avoid arguments..heheh..whether it is the rite thing to do or not...i dont bother.i guess maybe, i just dont want to load too many things in my brain.takut damage plak ahakS!
hmmmm...pik asked me to plan something for their birthday. well the best i could think of now, is to have a day-out with them tomorrow. since z n q will be in school tomorrow till 3pm, we (me n twins) will b watching and cheering for pik's futsal esok pagi, then we'll pack some food after the game (or buying food would be a better idea) and have our picnic in front of klcc water fountain...let the twins have fun.. rolling, running and jumping on the green grass. hahahaha...what an idea!..yeah, yeah, i know it sucks but...arghhh....i cant think of anything better at the moment. any idea girls???.or maybe i open to anybody ideas now..heheh .(which i doubt u gals will give any..coz u wont even comment on any of the blogs before (apa lagi to post any blog kan..hahahhaha..), i m not being emotional here, but...just expressing my feelings. really do feel damn lonely now, with my mate on maternity leave ni, adus tension oooo.
ok back to my twins, whatever it is we hope to spend quality time with them tomorrow.

happy birthday anak mama!!,,we love u MUCH!! mmmuahhh...(sharing some twins baby pics)

p.s. maktok has prepared nasi tomato for today sempena bday adiks.. hemmm..yummy!
and oh yes..thanks to ateh n makteh for the advanced bday cake n gift(beli basikal lagi u!, not one but two!)...

Lov
*KiD*

baby update

hey gals...an update

sherry has officially registered her baby's name..Puteri Nur Alyana bt Mohd Nazri.

tu aje...malas nak tulis pjg2...sbb arini ngantoks to the Max!

to jija n anis..."hai...bila la kita nak melwt kwn kita dlm pantang yek?"

caucincau

Lov
*KiD*

Welcome to MaskFamily

Assalamualaikum All

Praised to Allah, our dear friend sherry has safely gave birth to a baby girl on Apr 28th 2007 at 4.46pm, weighing 2.8kg...hmmmm...simbolic eh...the date and weight. quoting my mate's sms "Sah GIRL POWER!"...well she sure got that rite...mateku has been dominating all the way huH!...hahahha...cayalah mate!

to sherry's new born baby...
"M.A.S.Kfamily, we welcome you to the world and we believe you'll have great time n fun growing up with us all".

will take a snapshot of the baby on my visit...which...shall be determined later...

to Sherry n Nazri , our heartiest congratulations on the arrival of your new family member!

Lov
*KiD*

Sherry@zukid's

Salam All

read jija's email this morng...pity jija...looks like the weather has worsen her asthma. tapi yang tak tahan nak gelak, jija cilok biskut baby. ala..sian jija, u want us to send u a carton of the biscuits? (biskut tu mahai tau)..heheheh
my mate came on saturdy,late evening then bgtau had to go off earlY!!..huh angin aku!..was thinking that we can leypaque togethr for AF5 mlm tu. unfortunately org tu dipanggil mengadap nenek oleh Tok Mami...arghhhh...tension gue. tak sempat mate panas bontot dok kat kerusi dah nak kene balik. anyway...thanks mate, bwk meehoon, dlm sarat2 tu sempat jugak grg mee. pheww...looking at my mate...rasa mcm menunggu hari jek nak burst tu!i buat cikodok oolala aje..and nescafe panas. oh yes mate..nurin n zakwan asked me..kenapa aunty sherry dtg lambat and then balik cepat...(hmm..apa mama nak jawab ek!..heheh)
so..anis..how was the show? musti best bangat ya? did u take any pics of her? mmg tombam ke dia la ni?
hubby came back at 130am this mrng. his flight arrived lcct 1145pm. he asked me to fetch him there..huh...sapa yang nak kan? believe me, drvg alone mlm2 to lcct with the rain pouring heavily..opss.definitely a No No for me.
so..ok gals...this is my entry for the week ... i was still hoping for u gals to ceriakan n meriahkan lagi the blog..but i guess u gals must be busy la.....

caucincau
*KiD*