been feelin' 'so' lately...a feelin' that needs deep thought n consideration. engaged with self-emotion and seeking for the right solutions and ways to overcome.
so..let's try to reveal what may lies behind it:
1. longing for love and attention
2. surrounded with people who hunger for your love but none from the one you hungered for
3. appreciation or even a tq...is it so hard to utter
4. u missed him, u love him,when he's not around but u just "zero-Feel" when he's right in front of ur eyes
5. u do things just to pleased him but does it really comes from the bottom of your heart?
6. it has always been about his wants...what about your want? does he care?
7. u desire to voice out all these to him..but u fear for negative acceptance..
8. hatred comes at times..but others become the victims...sad but true
9. he takes advantage over ur strength and independence (idea contributed by my mate) :)
10. slowly but surely ... u become a cold-hearted person
hmmm...that's all i can think of for now...feel free to add to the list frenzz.....i m feelin'...sleepy..zzzzz
*KiD*
